Monday, August 30
How bad?
Two more days, 3 more papers to go! Yeap, I am in the midst of my prelims. It's been two weeks of daily routine studying studying studying and I am really so sick and tired of this. I am glad it's gonna be over soon, though the actual one is soon to come =\
Sometimes, I just hope that everything can fast forward till the end of A level. Conclusion for almost everything now is : After A level, After A level, and still After A level... I don't like it. Everyone changed during exam times. Its true. I must admit I do behave differently during exam period, though may not be very obvious to all. But, I simply hate the fact that everything just become so different overnight. Agrh, for this, I really can't wait for end November to arrive!
However, on the other hand, the end of A level simply mean I am one step closer to army, one step closer to choosing my path for future etc etc! I dread these days totally! Most people around me have their ambition, their future nicely planned out in their mind, working towards their goal. But me? Despite procrastinated for two years by choosing the JC path, I still haven't made up my mind. I sill got no idea which direction I am heading towards in future. Sigh. There are people I know having great achievements at the age of 21-24! And I am like only 3 plus years away from that but yet feels far from being capable of accomplishing something great. I wish I didn't have this 走一步，算一步 attitude man =\
All these random thoughts made me feel so emo recently lol. Plus this and that stuff, turning my life upside down. I hope I can sort things out soon, this feeling simply sucks. Agrh!
船到桥头真的会自然直吗？
Chance has to be created, how true?
Sometimes, I just hope that everything can fast forward till the end of A level. Conclusion for almost everything now is : After A level, After A level, and still After A level... I don't like it. Everyone changed during exam times. Its true. I must admit I do behave differently during exam period, though may not be very obvious to all. But, I simply hate the fact that everything just become so different overnight. Agrh, for this, I really can't wait for end November to arrive!
However, on the other hand, the end of A level simply mean I am one step closer to army, one step closer to choosing my path for future etc etc! I dread these days totally! Most people around me have their ambition, their future nicely planned out in their mind, working towards their goal. But me? Despite procrastinated for two years by choosing the JC path, I still haven't made up my mind. I sill got no idea which direction I am heading towards in future. Sigh. There are people I know having great achievements at the age of 21-24! And I am like only 3 plus years away from that but yet feels far from being capable of accomplishing something great. I wish I didn't have this 走一步，算一步 attitude man =\
All these random thoughts made me feel so emo recently lol. Plus this and that stuff, turning my life upside down. I hope I can sort things out soon, this feeling simply sucks. Agrh!
船到桥头真的会自然直吗？
Chance has to be created, how true?
